Misguided Ghost
But I'll be back don't try and follow me
Cause I'll return as soon as possible.
See I'm tryin' to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe.
im sorry for being so lame and pathetic, complaining constantly about not having a bf or dating…
im a lame person i know but i think if you were in my position constantly being surrounded by it you would get fed up too..
anyways sorry loves..
just on the aspect of guys. theres no use because its not worth it at all to me. i give up, all i see from here to my future is me by myself in my own home on a beach, with the dog ive always wanted.
I say there is no use because there just isnt.. everyone is dating, talking about, liking, dating, relationships,marriage, and did i mention dating? im just tired of it, all of it. thats all everyone ever focuses on here, the only reason why people come here to byu idaho or should i say byu i do.
so why am i here? i know im here for a reason, i just dont know what, maybe it was to realize what my main goal in life was, which was always the vision i had of myself as a child. me, myself, and i staying in california, being a successful doctor, living on a beach, being extremely fit and healthy just as i am now, with only a company of my dog.
i always saw myself alone as a kid, while my cousin was being with boyfriends, and just girls that i knew were always with their boyfriends. i remember i was always jealous, wishing that someone would like me, then he came along but it didnt last because it wasnt meant to be. then the second one was just a tool to get over the first, but it didnt work out so great either. all i know is that i was always the odd one out, nothing really ever worked out great for me at all when it came to boys, only thing i was ever good at was school, and the only thing ive ever loved more than the first was soccer, i would always get my hopes up, longing for me to meet the guy, but i would always just ruin my own day with the idea of actually falling in love, because i know it wont happen. needless to say, i believe i was made in this world to prove to other girls that are so dependant on men that you dont need anyone, because i know that i honestly dont need anyone. all i need is god, my family, and me.
| Teacher: | Why did you not study? |
| Me: | A year has 365 days for you to study. After taking away 52 Sundays, there are only 313 days left. There are 50 days in the summer that is way too hot to work so there are only 263 days left. We sleep 8 hours a day, in a year, that counts up to 122 days so now we're left with 141 days. If we fooled around for only 1 hour a day, 15 days are gone, so we are left with 126 days. We spend 2 hours eating each day, 30 days are used in this way in the year, and we are left with 96 days in our year. We spend 1 hour a day speaking to friends and family, that takes away 15 days more and we are left with 81 days. Exams and tests take up at least 35 days in your year, hence you are only left with 46 days. Taking off approximately 40 days of holidays, you are only left with 6 days. Say you are sick for a minimum of 3 days, you're left with 3 days in the year to study! Let's say you only go out for 2 days... You're left with 1 day! But that 1 day is your birthday! |
Zac Efron lets Vanessa walk first so people know how amazing she is.
Will Smith does THIS.
gold.
I will forever reblog this photo. love it.
Will Smith is basically the best.
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